I found this pattern in an English knitting magazine (Knitting) last year as part of their holiday pull out. I went to the Drops website because the pattern in the pull out was a little vague in spots. The pattern on the website was a little less vague but still vague. So I guess I'll just have to channel my inner EZ and without tears, just knit on. I ordered the yarn online from Garnstudio. It was here in 2 days.